Bomb Bomb Bomb Bomb

There were 8 bomb blasts yesterday in total,
I was really depressed, and what happened was,
I was in chapel office, looking at my friends, thinking that, I'd want to be here for them forever.


I discovered that I long for be a part of this land.



It's real sad that things are so bumpy in this decade and it probably will get worse.
Prof, O's status is 'My Lahore'
I've been trying to make santaji realize that, I care for this place.
I want to be here. Nobody can abandon a crying child, especially when you are somehow related to it.
Taiwan or Pakistan? Career/social status or making a change?
For me it's obvious that I want to bring changes, yet to be an influential person, sometimes you need power, which means you need a position.
It is the only thing that I am unsure about, where do I want to go?
If I have a choice, I'd like to live a peaceful life, spend loads of time with people I love.
But that aint gonna happen, I always have a stronger ability in connecting people as well as performing in whatever I am assigned to do.
The gifts don't come in vain, and I got to make it to the fullest to benefit others.

So yup, here I am in Pakistan. Santaji was like 'you shouldn't waste your life here.'
I told him that he can just go away :P

Let me just say again, I do things that I find meaning in doing it.
I care for lives.

Maybe I will end up in africa, that is also okay with me.
But right now, my heart is here. I love you.