It came as a midnight shock

Today is friday, and I didn't keep the blog on wednesday.
Wednesday we went to Golden Wok and had good food there, then mom's dentist, and I decided I'd wear braces when I come back from Taiwan.

Thursday was all busy too, Bilal didn't teach accounting again. So we went to Maheen's play on time, she was awesome, playing cinderella's sister.
I was hooting when the song 'nothing's gonna change my life for you'
how could it be so cheesy? :P or how could i get so cheesy?
It felt good though.



And last night I my pirate ship secret came with something really shocking.
Really really really shocking. I do appreciate the trust, like tons.
ahhhh I still haven't recovered, ahh.... it's a good thing.
But maybe I'd just yearn to hear 'hey but we are still friends as we were, nothing has changed' (hahaha the cinderella song rang!)
It's obvious that nothing has changed, but perhaps I am an insecure girl who doesn't like changes? Well, it's only new for me, so yah.....we call it a shock.

I hope all of my friends will form a happy home,
but I don't know if I like the relationship transforming into another form.

Back out? Nah it's not fair. It's some trust that he seldoms gives to people.
I will love the girl I suppose, if I am being fair to her.

I think it's just weird that you feel you've known someone for so long and suddenly a secret pops out and you start to question everything the person has said.

I am really honored to keep a secret though.

And let me focus on my studies kallage stuff before I start to feel jealous :P
I want someone who can spend life with me toooo!