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2010年3月27日 星期六

Negative 2

So it happend 4 days ago on Tuesday, our Pakistan Day (Mar23rd), that I had a fight with Palak.
What happend was that on monday I was trying really hard to send the telenor thing on time, but prof.O didn't leave me enough time to do so. I stayed up late and finish the work. My mom was home, and I didn't get enough time to spend with her, evn though I really really wanted to attend this day out.
My tuesday started when Rene came to my house at 12:30 ish then we went to Macro.
And then we cooked (sakina helped), I learned some amazing dishes. You guys didn't come until 4 when we had agreed to meet up at 3:30, or 3. (I am sorry but I forgot that it was Rene's personality to put things in a prettier form)

You said, 'Pirate, how can you say you wasted your whole day? How can you say it was changed in the last minute? I told you that I would get free at 2:30, and I said I'd come at 3:30. So i'm 30 minutes late, and I am sorry, okay?'

Prof. O's camera was still on, and I said, 'That's the attitude that I don't like.'

It seems like I wasn't happy with people's punctuality, but more of the 'attitude' which annoyed me was that you didn't spend time to understand me. What went wrong? What was botherting me? You didn't care, and you didn't even know that I was already annoyed by the time you joked 'On the scale of 10, I'd give Rene10. She is just so cool, so 'Let's have fun', so un-punctual, well I know that's not a good thing, but I really like that about her because it's all opposite to pirate. And I'll give Pirate negative two'

I had no idea what's up with you that day, first you were supposed to be my friend, and second you didn't even care about me when we fought. I wouldn't say Urdu is a big issue, but the thing is when I asked, I meant I wanted to be in a more comfortable situation. Why didn't you care? and you said 'well that's all I told her, nothing was new' It was so unfair.

And you didn't even come with me when I had to get my telenor card, you didn't.
It was prof. O who ran after me, caring if a chinese girl would be struggled in Johar town.

But I guess you didn't know about the work that I was doing, I guess you were really happy with Rene (I am pleased with that fact actually), and I guess you usually stepped back so that I wouldn't be hurt by you.

I am sorry that I wasn't forgiving. It has always been tough for me to forget things. For instance, today is already saturday and I still remember what you said and did.

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